Another Poem

I wish I could tell you how I often I hear your voice in my head
The way I replay everything you said

How much I miss those long conversations
The ones who have effected who I am today
Those things I know, if you had the chance, again you’d never say

I’m looking out into the setting sun behind the ocean waves
Oh how I want to run
Until I’m where ever you are
No matter how far

But I know you don’t really want me there
You’d turn and run the other way
And there you’d stay

We’ve always been unbalanced
Like a miniscule motorboat in a deep ocean storm
But now that little boat is torn in half
You made it to land, but I’m still lost at sea
Where ever you are is where I want to be
But what do I do when that’s not where you want me?

Don’t you see how much you matter?
My world has turned to an endless starless night
I can’t hide the fright
Or the desire to be with you
I only wish you’d ache for me too

The way I miss you is becoming unbearable
They say let go, they don’t say how
I wonder how you are right now
Do you ever think of me?
Or what we could be?

I’ve offered you all that’s left
Any part you want is yours
Now I’m stuck here waiting and wondering
Hoping someday I’ll be what you’re looking for
Wishing my heart would ache no more
Please come back to me
You’re all this heart can ever see
All this head is ever filled with
The most important thing in these eyes